The biggest forces that shape my life at present are disability and chronic pain. After years of burning myself out, my body is forcing me to reckon with the need for rest. I want this website creation to go slow and be full of mistakes and be incremental because it's a lesson i need to learn if i'm going to make any progress out of a perfectionist mindset and into a different way of seeing things that actually gets things done - at my own pace, without destroying myself in the process.